Rays of strength start from me, spread boundless, wide
Safe in me lies my soul, very safe from any rule and guide
Set me free from your scales to assess my losses but
Count nothing, only what I have, all my grit and gut .
Everything I put against my true self breaks me countless
I whine and scream, you call it your misfortune endless.
A sea is trying to reach you with its corals and pearls
It is not just an unruly wave that splashes on rocks and snarls
Where do I find a judge who will hear me plead
Without giving a judgement on what I need .
My voice you may not hear but I have lots to share
My heart blossoms into flowers for the ones who care .
To pure love I respond ,my eye peeks into minds
In there just too many hurdles one finds
Trust me I can do much better, know the job right
Everyday the me you see has me to fight.
How much should I deter from my weirdness
I need you to love me despite my madness
All I can give you is eternal space in my soul
A sure gift for a life given for me whole.
But to me doing what gives new dimensions
To my thoughts and their revisions
Fulfills in my life my wish to be a creator
Of thoughts effective for a world tired of all predator .