published in the facebook group PoetsIN for #anxiety #PINinspiration
Mean gazes
from cold hearts await
my every action
I no longer trust
my hands and feet
I will fail, lose again
My mind will wander off.
I cannot bear this
Like ants crawling in a line
one after another
miseries countless
follow my thoughts
Let me
write those down
into a beautiful poem
My heart reasons with itself
through my verses
Must see the other side of this world
where only happiness exists
in manifold
Page after page I browse
heavy books from the shelf
I find minds spinning, rolling
then falling
only to stand up
to run forward